God is a master communicator. He takes my question and turns it upside down. I end up not knowing whether to smile or cry. I feel ridiculous and enlightened all in one glorious moment.
“Are You sure?” I questioned God, “Are You sure that you have chosen me for this?”
A new dimension of God´s purpose for my life had been tumbling about in my head for several days. As I leaned against the cement bridge after work, a sense of incredulity and inadequacy was my companion. Surely there had to be someone more equipped to fulfill this calling.
“Are You sure that I´m the right person to ask?”
I could almost hear His quiet laugh as He confidently replied, “I´m sure. I´m absolutely sure.”
“Are YOU sure?” God threw back at me.
“Sure of what?” I asked uncertainly.
“Are YOU sure that I have chosen you? Are YOU convinced that this is my calling for you?”
Silence. The syllables of realization fell into place. God knew that what really, truly mattered was not His being sure, but my being sure. It would make no difference how absolutely confident God was in His choice if I was not willing to internalize His confidence as fact. He could be 100% certain, but if I was doubtful then moving forward was impossible.
His question lingers. Am I sure? Am I convinced that God has chosen me? Do I accept that He has not chosen me generically or arbitrarily, but with insight, precision, and deep knowledge of who I am?
God has likewise chosen you to walk in the light of a unique calling. Are YOU sure?
“Ye have not chosen me, but I have chosen you, and ordained you…” John 15:16
“…give diligence to make your calling and election sure…” II Peter 1:10